Fake
”Good bye” is easy to say but the meaning of it is hard to accept.
Sometimes I don’t want my friend to get so close to me, I don’t want them to get addicted to me because I don’t want to show them the fake me.
Fake smile.
Fake laugh.
Fake friendship.
Fake personality.
Fake affection.
Fake feeling.
Fake love.
Everything about me is fake.
I don’t want to show them everyday my fake smile. I just smile to go with the flow. I don’t know the real meaning by my smile. They’re not funny or doing anything that makes me smile or laugh. Don’t get me wrong my friends are good ppl however I’m just showing the fake me. I’m not trying to fit in.
I tend to avoid them and because I don’t want them to get closer to me so much, cause showing them my fake smile is just upsetting. I try to stay away from them as far as I can,because I know that I will just end up hurting them. I love my friend but please don’t get so close to me. Cause I’m fake.





